S oh freaking s

5 things i'm thankful
1. coming home in 6 days!!!
2. writing papers for history and going crazy
3. having genuinely crappy days
4. having people to help me out on said crappy days
5. cinnamon roles that come in vending machines

Quote of the day:

A man's silence is wonderful to listen to.
Thomas Hardy

I wrote a new song. It's title s oh freaking s. tell me how you like it. or dislike it. I'm okay with brutal honesty. I'm starting to write A LOT of songs. I have like 6 in the making right now and about another 8 done. Woot Woot! time to start TCO!

here it is

This makes no sense to me. Why is it that I always come up short? Why is it that you only see my failure and never see my success? I’m trying so hard to make you happy and I’m trying so hard to surpass your expectations but it’s never enough.

This is an s oh freaking s. I’m sick of stupidity. I need someone to save my soul! I’m falling in too deep, falling into your game, somebody please, save my soul!

I go aboce and beyone. Tryin so hard to help you. I’m doing everything for you with nothing in return. The lack of balance I feel is screwing me up. Can you see it? Can you feel it? I don’t think you can. In fact, I know you can’t. You’re too self absorbed to care for anyone but yourself.

This is an s oh freaking s. I’m sick of stupidity. I need someone to save my soul! I’m falling in too deep, falling into your game, somebody please, save my soul!

I’ve tried too much. I have given too much and ultimately I have failed miserable way too many times with you. I’m giving up on you. This time it’s for real. You’ve left me with no other choice. You gave me this ultimatum and I’ve gotta do what I’ve gotta do. I’ve got nothing left from you but an empty wallet and a broken heart.

This is an s oh freaking s. I’m sick of stupidity. I need someone to save my soul! I’m falling in too deep, falling into your game, somebody please, save my soul!

This goodbye is my final goodbye, this goodbye is the permanent goodbye. This time I mean it, this time I believe it. I’d say it was good while it lasted but I don’t believe in lying. This is it, this is real, I am done. Goodbye.

[I am thinking about doing another chorus at the end and then adding a few more verses. I still need a bridge. But I don’t know. How do you like it as of now?]

I love you all, goodbye.
Mi amor a todos, adios.
אני אוהב אותך כל, סלאמאת.”/>